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Losing your love..
07.15.07 (12:54 pm)   [edit]
I've been through it. And many of you who are reading this might have gone through it. Or, going through it. Losing your love, for no fault of yours. For just being yourself. Especially for us girls, its severe. Loosing self esteem, self confidence and at one point hating yourself for doing mistakes. And you are not sure it was a mistake at all. But you feel guilty. You even plan for revenge. But then decide that is a stupid thing to do. You just go through it.. Sometimes it takes months to forget the betrayal, sometimes years..

I was moved by this scene in this film 'Romance and Cigarettes' in which Kate Winslet talks about losing your love and then healing yourself. Mostly time does it over the years. You meet new people, new situations and then the little pieces of your soul that you lost come together. Still you feel that you have wasted so much time for that person you loved and lost.

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Getting in to theatre..
07.13.07 (12:01 pm)   [edit]
Getting into theatre has always been one of my dreams.. And it didn't materialise somehow as there was too much of talk from the interested people who want to cast me but they never started the productions. And atlast it comes true for me with the Auroville Theater Group. And my first play will be Hamlet. A very good start. More... I play a double role in it. One of Marcellus and the other of Goldiestern.. Both these roles are not big. Yet, I don't need big meaty characters in my first debut on stage in western theatre. I just love what I go.

It is pure fun, a lot of learning and just my pursuit for creative organsms.

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Using images and crediting people..
07.06.07 (2:42 pm)   [edit]
Okay, in the past I have used images from the net for my writings and have not credited people whose art work or photography it was. I was doing something not right. Hereafter, I shall give credit to people's images I use.

I feel better after that decision :)

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Hamlet with Bollywood...
07.03.07 (12:00 pm)   [edit]
I have been rehearsing for a double role in Shakespeare's Hamlet by the Auroville Theatre Group. The possibilities for experiments in the play are endless and I am enjoying it.

There might even be a Bollywood musical item added to the play and I might do it.... "Hawa Hawaai","Jumma Chumma" or who knows what else. But it is very interesting what we will do in the next 6 months..

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