It is one of the most toughest decisions I had taken in my life when I listened to my heart rather than to my brain. There was this game of negligence and ignorance played by my most affectionate friends and it went to the point of explosion. And the explosion was my move. I need to move on and I just can't play this game with them as long as I am here. I need to be away to heal, to raise, to grow and to be loved. I am not made to be ignored. Not made that way. I had to move also because I have been getting offers from my international connections and I see myself as 'someone' in the society in the next two years. I always knew this would happen to me.

I still can't imagine that I won't be able to see him as usual from August 25th. The next morning after my resignation, when I woke up from sleep, the thought that I am leaving him rushed, my throat was dry and tears filled my eyes. I can never forget this guy, my soulmate, my best friend. Days, months and years may pass. But he will always stay in my heart forever. Because we have shared magic moments together that can never be forgotten or erased.

But am I really leaving him? I don't know. I mean, we both live in the same town, probably a few kilometers away, and I can see him whenever I want to. It is not really a seperation, I'd say it is the third chapter of our story. That reminds me of the script I wanted to write based on my friendsip with the two guys. A very interesting and heart warming tale of friendship, love, affection, transition, hatred, seperation and happiness. It may even qualify for a hollywood movie, who knows? Very Original.. hah?