Our recent trip together brought us even close like never before and I was able to find that he is a Yogi. I, who loves him immensely, can be his soul mate, best friend ("You are my angel, you are my guru" - he says), pathfinder, guide and sometimes his disciple. In my whole life, I have never found any person like him, so deep into spirituality, so affectionate, so divine. He is truly a God's Child. And I can only be his angel to protect. That way, I can be with him always, even when he returns to Germany. I decide to be all these rather than his love.

I am single again. Blissfully.